foo fighters is just good rock n roll

 When I'm looking for one, I can never seem to find it. If I do, I'll probably get the crappy ones. It's like playing hide and seek. I feel like it's unfair, I mean, shouldn't my brain work when I need it to? I know I'm not a smartie, but it'd make life a whole lot easier if I can figure shit out at the spot. Not like, an hour later when it doesn't really matter anymore.

My thoughts seem to be most clear when I'm lying on my bed, ready to sleep. It keeps me up at night, but I can't really do anything about it. And I don't want to, I'm tired. I have things to do in the morning, I want some sleep. The next day, if I remember some of the stuff I thought about, I'd try to put together the puzzle but some pieces would be missing. Usually it's either I'd go ahead with the incomplete puzzle or I'd leave them under the rug and and walk away. So there. If I need to think, I wanna sleep. If I need to sleep, I can't stop thinking. It sucks.